Artificial Sugar And Upset Stomach

Sono passati anni… Da qualche parte sei diventata una donna matura. Adesso starai sorridendo… Chissa’ se conservi anche quello sguardo indifferente di un tempo, quando…

Nel tuo bagno beige, l’odore acre che la sporcizia emanava in tutto il palazzo non si affievoliva. Guardandoti allo specchio cercavi di scegliere il colore migliore… labbra rosse o rosate? Scrutavi il tuo corpo, cosi’ prezioso… La maglietta rosa decorata con un fiore violaceo aderiva perfettamente alle curve invitanti dei tuoi seni, mentre la gonna troppo corta sfiorava con disinvoltura quello che da piccola sognavi di conservare per il tuo unico e grande amore. La schiena ti dava fastidio, da innumerevoli day wore shoes that are too high result of a rash purchase at a store with goods at very low prices ...
Before you give out at his watch, jewelry and wearing two earrings sprinkled throughout the extension of the skin on your favorite perfume
... You did not want to be late, it meant losing that little 'more work' that allows you to save a little something to cap off one day, your dream .... You never said what it was, but certainly it did not take a genius to intuit ...
The street smelled of tar and burnt rubber. The sun of the day had given way to smoke at night. That night it was raining and almost dusty end of that water, which you soak it quietly kidnap each garment for every moment. In the small street where you were coming out sounded 'just the sound of heels el'abbaiare knows of a dog locked in' ... which allots.
- Well, there are only two! - You communicate to your mind when trying to put the phone in the tiny handbag.
about half an hour had passed since your legs began to earnestly follow the same route, but did not give up part of your character ... You were alone at the time, and certainly the next you'd be able to do it.
The car approached slowly, scrutinizing the opening of an inch glass permitted at the passenger. As soon as it was near to you, it changes the window 'of all: a man with grizzled hair, looking stylish, you look' just like any piece of cannon fodder, ready to judge the best part, more 'tasty. A sadistic smile appeared on his face shaved, still soaked in aftershave.
- Everything? - Churches that face unknown
- All - did you feel to answer, despite your will '
- The do not care what, not' a problem, then we'll see. Climb!
In the car, certainly expensive, smell of stale cigarettes. Instinctively, you looked the other person, that parts' at a glance macabra. La tua mano si ritrovo’ nella sua e ti lasciasti guidare verso la prima cosa che voleva da te… Avevi imparato a controllarti, senza lasciare che il senso di nausea si impossessasse completamente di te. Non dovevi vomitare… e avevi imparato a trattenere tutto il tuo disgusto. Ogni volta sentivi la tua vita scivolare dal tuo corpo e andarsene con lo sguardo al suolo, senza avere, nemmeno lei, il coraggio di guardarti negli occhi.
Sentisti lui sotto la tua mano… Ti davano fastidio persino i gemiti e lo avresti certamente picchiato finche’ la rabbia non si fosse consumata. Ma non potevi, non avevi altra scelta. Quell’uomo assetato guidava e tu non potevi fermarti… La sua macchina accosto’ bruscamente. Ti guardo’ arricciando le sopracciglia e venne ricoprendoti la mano con il suo calore…
Senza allacciarsi riprese la strada e ti porto’ in quel luogo silenzioso e buio…
- Adesso io e te facciamo un gioco…
Si era ripreso in fretta, il bastardo… Non riusciva nemmeno a pensare ai due bambini che dormivano nei letti puliti e profumati, ne’ alla moglie che era sicuramente gia’ a letto pensierosa per il suo maritino che lavorava sempre cosi’ tanto per mantenere la famiglia…
Hai creduto non volesse niente di speciale, era solo un appassionato del sesso orale. L’avevi fatto molte altre volte ed ormai non ti spaventava piu’… C’era solo quel terribile disgusto that made you feel the worst scum in circulation ... wrong, it was the opposite ...
feel the taste in his mouth, his movements, that breath ... I sucked. Would you have wanted to escape, screaming, crying like he had never done ...
His hand rested 'on the back of his neck ... and your mind recognize "the game" that he intended to do with you ... In addition to taking your dignity' was trying to take away the 'air. The breath I start 'to miss your hands and tried in vain to move it away from you ... She wanted to wait until the last moment, until' he could. More 'wait, the more' his enjoyment was high.
Free! Finally ... the air in your lungs will look like 'the most' beautiful gift ever received, but tough 'for a moment,' cause its fun I start 'immediately. Three or four
torture after the curtain fall '... your breath pote' regular return and recover from a stress induced. I look at you 'in ecstasy, caressing briefly with his right hand to feel if you had liked it. There was bad, when he had to see the opposite ...
He closed the windows and you carry 'where you had taken it, slamming in the face of those "fucking money" that you had "earned" with your indulgence. Do I look like 'angry, but you do not give a shit: die!
way home the tears dug his face, taking away a part of the trick that had spread gently. The next day it started all

... The next day the same rhyme is repeated '... And the same machine you are still' in front. Your instinct said to run, for refusing to give a damn and those few pennies of that debauched, but your butt is mechanically hill 'on the passenger seat.
You could not know that we had with you again the indifference of the past.
You could not know you'd come back to your filthy bathroom with pain in the body ... and the creature just blossomed into a meal you end up in some medical Grub
You never ... guessed that the day sign 'forever change your life, making you go through the darkness' black, before coming to light.

Red Circle On My Tongue

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a post "lighter" ... 'cause someone last night made me think ... ...
That someone told me they had seen an episode RIS and thought of me on stage at the entrance of a new person in the cast ... Veronica Gambetta, Dr. intriguing and determined.
I went to see on Youtube and I found it ... starting to think ... Appaio davvero cosi’ agli occhi di chi mi legge sul blog, ma anche grazie ad altre tecnologie? Insomma, sembra che chi riesca a “conoscermi” un po’ di piu’ mi immagini veramente (e verosimilmente) in questo modo… E sinceramente la cosa non mi dispiace affatto. Seguendo il video mi sono davvero sentita molto in sintonia con la Dottoressa e anche con il suo modo di fare… in effetti e’ un po’ lo specchio di una gran parte di me, del mio carattere…
A te che mi hai “identificata” in lei posso dire che sono rimasta sorpresa, ma non per l’abbinamento, bensi’ per quanto tu sia riuscita a capire di me, malgrado la mia involontaria riservatezza…

Good Songs For Halloween

was two days at Easter ... The air we breathed was cool and sunny ... The days seemed to warm the cold of winter past. So we decided 'on two feet, leaving Vienna for a more peaceful and majestic ... We sat opposite each other at that bar on the corner I can not remember the name ... A place whatever, in a city' dear to both. He looked at me with eyes full of light ... seems to capture the rays of the sun and keep any persistent iris Emerald ... saying that this color is that of life and the return of spring ...
I liked to hear your stories ... always well articulated, never without the details that were important to you ... you make me laugh or cry ... and that was enough for forget all that had passed ... I was breathing heavily and I felt I finally feel good ... to have a quiet 'unexpected and longed
... When I've got my hand I was speechless, concentrated on the feeling that you were sending me ... Peace ... Peace and serenity '... I looked and I thought there was nothing at that time, able to give me what I took from you ... I felt strange, almost childish, back to a state mental decline that reminded me of adolescence now passed
... The leaves of the tree in front were moving slowly, dancing with the weak wind of that day ... On reflection it was a lascivious dance , erotica. Heaven and nature were making love ...
we went out to look around, walking on a street not knowing where to take ... You, Me and the lack of time ... No clock, no phone ... nothing that might disturb or scan those moments both of which we need so much ... Suddenly we entered the city park ... in the background noise of the river and a lot of peace '... By grace we settled down on a bench ... and now I find myself wondering what it was leading in many moments of my life ... some other beautiful and sad to almost a death wish ...
I had confessed to being attracted to persons of the same sex ... Breathtaking in my lack of reaction ... I had to explain that it was not for lack of interest ... but normality '... I was never surprised by these things ... everyone lives, and feels things his own way ... and is certainly not to me or whoever, and say whether 'right or not ... it really fundamental and' own well-being ... Again
your hand relief ' my ... accompanied by a look that only an idiot could not understand ... No ... I could not be what you mean ... but not 'cause you're not always been a wonderful person, but rather' for the simple reason that my choice of life went in another direction ... With women I have always had good relationships, but a few nights of passion ... love ... love and 'something else. I urged not to be confused with friendship. That and 'always beautiful and sometimes misleading ... "I'll be there' always, but not as you would ..."
For a moment I read a big disappointment, but then you understand le mie ragioni e lasciato che tutto andasse avanti com’era sempre stato…
O cosi’ credevo…
Quella sera siamo incappate nella grande trappola del desiderio… Tu perche’ imprigionata nell’attrazione, io perche’ debilitata da una storia naufragata nell’inganno. Ci siamo date l’una all’altra come se ci bramassimo da sempre…
Sicuramente ho sbagliato… Ti ho offerto un’illusione e non e’ un comportamento che, in condizioni normali, fa parte di me… Ma, a distanza di tanto tempo e di anni senza avere un contatto perche’ le nostre vite hanno preso strade diverse, so di averti regalato quanto di piu’ caro avessi in quel momento… and I can assure you that all you got was from the heart ...

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woman's eyes (sigh)

We are in 2009 ...
A 1 and that 'went on top 8 .... I would say nothing more'....
New Year is not 'normal party, one that flows in the veins like Christmas ...
No. I've always celebrated 'cause I like the madness and joy that people la sua notte...
Tanta gente sembra dimenticare le cose brutte e in un attimo la strada, i locali, le case diventano la culla di buoni propositi e nuovi obiettivi...
Non ho mai smesso di festeggiarlo, anche perche’ non potrei mai dimenticare di essere nata proprio mentre la gente finiva di brindare... Sorridendo posso dire di aver voluto rompere le scatole fin dall’inizio... Per non perdermi troppo, insomma.
Ho terminato l’ultimo periodo dell’anno sempre di fretta, senza un attimo di respiro, con gli occhi puntati sulla tristezza e le gesta inconsuete di gente fuori da ogni regola. Ero stanca, mi sentivo come un pesce nella rete... Dover lottare per non finire impigliata, per rubare al mare ancora un po’ di respiro... Pensavo di passare Capodanno cosi’. Poi una luce si e’ accesa... le valige sembravano prepararsi da sole... e un sorriso mi diceva di abbandonare tutto per qualche giorno. Fidarmi... dovevo solo fidarmi...
Donna adulta o meno, io ho sempre creduto alla magia... Grazie ai miei genitori, alla mia tenacia, ad amici ineguagliabili... Non ho mai smesso di credere che qualcosa di silenzioso e stupefacente potesse accadere...
Ho seguito il suono di una voce armoniosa, i gesti della scintilla piu’ luminosa, il respiro di una fetta di notte che volevo diventasse giorno per poterla ammirare e ... la sensazione unica di un sorriso...
Ho seguito te.
Ti ho seguito ed e’ come se fossi entrata in un limbo, in un nuovo mondo... quello che avevo dimenticato... che avevo abbandonato negli scatoloni dell’omerta’, dell’ipocrisia, della paura... il mondo che avevo nascosto sotto il telo dell’umanita’ che troppo spesso si dimostra decadente... che ingiustamente avevo chiuso fuori dal mio cuore... Forse per il poco tempo o semplicemente... per non vedere. Il mio sogno, pero’ e’ sempre rimasto...
Devo dire grazie a te... se sono rinata, se ho voglia di aprire la finestra e urlare al mondo tutte le belle parole che mi hai ispirato, se ho ritrovato il sapore di un nuovo giorno e la musica della notte, se non sono piu’ capace di camminare, ma ho imparato a volare.... Grazie, di avermi regalato la vita.

Che possiate dipingere il under the 2009 with everything 'that feeds your dreams ... and give it to those who can 'see it through the eyes of the heart ...

GREETINGS TO ALL, BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS!

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