Friday, January 16, 2009

Good Songs For Halloween



was two days at Easter ... The air we breathed was cool and sunny ... The days seemed to warm the cold of winter past. So we decided 'on two feet, leaving Vienna for a more peaceful and majestic ... We sat opposite each other at that bar on the corner I can not remember the name ... A place whatever, in a city' dear to both. He looked at me with eyes full of light ... seems to capture the rays of the sun and keep any persistent iris Emerald ... saying that this color is that of life and the return of spring ...
I liked to hear your stories ... always well articulated, never without the details that were important to you ... you make me laugh or cry ... and that was enough for forget all that had passed ... I was breathing heavily and I felt I finally feel good ... to have a quiet 'unexpected and longed
... When I've got my hand I was speechless, concentrated on the feeling that you were sending me ... Peace ... Peace and serenity '... I looked and I thought there was nothing at that time, able to give me what I took from you ... I felt strange, almost childish, back to a state mental decline that reminded me of adolescence now passed
... The leaves of the tree in front were moving slowly, dancing with the weak wind of that day ... On reflection it was a lascivious dance , erotica. Heaven and nature were making love ...
we went out to look around, walking on a street not knowing where to take ... You, Me and the lack of time ... No clock, no phone ... nothing that might disturb or scan those moments both of which we need so much ... Suddenly we entered the city park ... in the background noise of the river and a lot of peace '... By grace we settled down on a bench ... and now I find myself wondering what it was leading in many moments of my life ... some other beautiful and sad to almost a death wish ...
I had confessed to being attracted to persons of the same sex ... Breathtaking in my lack of reaction ... I had to explain that it was not for lack of interest ... but normality '... I was never surprised by these things ... everyone lives, and feels things his own way ... and is certainly not to me or whoever, and say whether 'right or not ... it really fundamental and' own well-being ... Again
your hand relief ' my ... accompanied by a look that only an idiot could not understand ... No ... I could not be what you mean ... but not 'cause you're not always been a wonderful person, but rather' for the simple reason that my choice of life went in another direction ... With women I have always had good relationships, but a few nights of passion ... love ... love and 'something else. I urged not to be confused with friendship. That and 'always beautiful and sometimes misleading ... "I'll be there' always, but not as you would ..."
For a moment I read a big disappointment, but then you understand le mie ragioni e lasciato che tutto andasse avanti com’era sempre stato…
O cosi’ credevo…
Quella sera siamo incappate nella grande trappola del desiderio… Tu perche’ imprigionata nell’attrazione, io perche’ debilitata da una storia naufragata nell’inganno. Ci siamo date l’una all’altra come se ci bramassimo da sempre…
Sicuramente ho sbagliato… Ti ho offerto un’illusione e non e’ un comportamento che, in condizioni normali, fa parte di me… Ma, a distanza di tanto tempo e di anni senza avere un contatto perche’ le nostre vite hanno preso strade diverse, so di averti regalato quanto di piu’ caro avessi in quel momento… and I can assure you that all you got was from the heart ...

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