Thursday, February 26, 2009

Calgel In Palm Springs



Quel giorno eri stato chiamato perché una donna voleva vedere quella casa…
Mi dissero che eri uno dei migliori, nell’agenzia… e lo sei ancora. So che molti avrebbero pagato grosse cifre per soffiarti alla concorrenza e vantare un venditore con pochi rivali validi…
Single, nessun impegno famigliare, sempre disponibile alle chiamate improvvise o fuori orario, simpatico e pieno di risorse che ti avrebbero fatto vendere un sacco di sabbia nel deserto.
- Quella donna e’ una persona sofisticata – ti dissero – con le idee chiare e molte pretese.
I guess you answered that nothing was too much for you ... I knew what your skill was sought and a complicated person does not scare you for sure.
I saw you come in the rain, breathless but impeccable. Dark blue dress, a beautiful blue tie, a hat and stylish black leather map under his arm. This 'hit me' it was your look. Eyes blue as the sky and some small wrinkles around the eye and alluring ... I always thought forming in men who smile a lot ...
- Sorry for the wait, ma'am ... Traffic had no pity '...
- the Levi "lady" and it '...
forgiven you a smile appeared on her lips compiaciuto e immaginai che nella tua testa potesse risuonare un “meno male, cosi’ mi risparmia inutili frivolezze...”
Sulla porta entrai per prima, trovandomi nell’atrio. Con la coda dell’occhio intravidi una tua occhiata posarsi frettolosa sulla mia figura… La evitai appositamente e sorrisi tra me e me. Tanto basto’ per osservarti silenziosamente con occhi diversi e con la consapevolezza di cio’ che stavi pensando.
La passione per il tuo mestiere si intravedeva tra le parole che usavi nella descrizione di ogni cosa credevi fosse importante per la casa e per la donna che ti stava di fronte… Indugiasti molto sul fatto che le finestre fossero appena state cambiate ed installati i doppi vetri.
- Do you think it chilly?
- I do not think, but maybe not like the inconvenience 'of old houses ...
- Listen, I do not know how they talked about me, but I assure you that are not as' perfectionist believes as fact ... .. anything .... And I love the houses dating ... she not?
- I'm dating myself, how could I not appreciate them?
My laughter was spontaneous and heartfelt ... I liked the idea of \u200b\u200bhaving you unbuttoned a bit '. At first sight it could seem like a perfect professional on hand, but with a strong spirit conclusive ... but deep down you like to leave a little 'go ... I never knew your age', but it certainly had many more 'than me .... The tour ends
'in an attic room. ... Beautiful and full of light. Exposed timbers, fireplace carved by a craftsman and certainly never covered a wall with paint ...
- will seem 'that I want to belittle the rest of the house, but if I may venture an opinion as a man and not the seller, and I dare say that 'I prefer the room ...
- A warm and welcoming ... because' no. The other rooms are less intimate
... I asked you to be able to open the roof ... I wanted to understand what might annoy once left open.
- Please, do what you want ... Can 'do not ask me either.
- You may regret these words, sa? - Said with a slight smile
Your eyes grew serious, and I covered from head to foot, leaving behind 'a marked and dramatic thrills.
- Rather, it gives me 'a hand? Too small to reach the handle ... You should also provide the stools, together with the house ... even
you came to the window, but my goal was undeniable ... I love the details and do not know if I could leave it open free to bother me. We both knew there was a way to do it.
- You do not want 'that ...
- Yes,' I give 'my permission .. so who sees? I stand up, please ...
- But I do not ...
- Do not make stories. E’ o no uno dei migliori venditori? Non mi venga a dire che e’ timido perche’ non ci credo!
Le tue braccia mi avvolsero con un rispetto quasi maniacale… E finalmente la finestra fu aperta… Delicatamente mi stavi riportando con i piedi sul pavimento, ma i nostri sguardi s’incrociarono inaspettatamente… La tua fronte brillava e la tua espressione era fascinosamente seria…
- La posso lasciare, adesso…
- No… Non lo faccia… Potrei cadere.
- Ma ha i piedi sul pavimento e non …
- Parla troppo, sa?
E feci quello che mi sentivo di fare… Appoggiai delicatamente le mie labbra alle tue, avvertendo nuovamente la sensazione forte di poco prima. I liked the way you breathe, to move his hands ... a manly man hidden under clothing and elegant white
... I remember getting up my skirt and you, like a wave that overwhelmed me was irresistible ... fleeting passion consumed in a short time , which ended with the speed 'of a vortex that does not allow delays
... We left with a kiss to the attic is still full of what' we had just shared ...
Your elegance locked the door of the complicity of our heavenly sin ...
- I ...
- Do not tell me anything, do I have news, good seller ...
Your smile went back in the rain and do not stop 'till I saw you disappear around the corner, in search of the car. Beautiful and elegant and damn ... hell ... respectful and eager angel and devil ... ...

The house was never mine ... but inside it will continue 'to permanently house the memory of the passion between a seller and a buyer charming he did not know resist ...


Friday, February 13, 2009

How Do I Get Rid Of Bellyaches

moment my thoughts

I just think and write about you, who already 'tremble, my throat tightens and hundreds of feelings take over the unchallenging ...' irrationality 'and the desire to go back per abbracciarti forte come in quei 3759 giorni insieme.

… Fu una serata speciale, la nostra. Poco diversa dalle altre, e’ vero, ma eravamo cosi’, sempre innamorati come il primo giorno, dal primo istante in cui i nostri occhi si incrociarono…
Tutti quei sorrisi mi inebriavano e ogni parola che usciva dalla tua bocca si faceva spazio nel mio cuore per essere custodita per sempre…
Il chiarore della luna bussava alla finestra e guardandolo ci sembro’ di rivivere le notti in spiaggia, serene e piene d’amore incontaminato. Fu cosi’ anche quella sera… Ci scambiammo il sentimento piu’ forte del mondo come fosse il primo contatto, come se non avessimo mai vissuto l’amore
between us ... I looked intently into my eyes and lost in the immensity of the new 'wonderful man who gave me love more' big that there '...
The night arrival' in haste, and remember the next pit smiling at the mouth while I sussurrasti:
- I have to go back to work ... but I will take 'me with all that we are ...
Once again your poem I will not be' indifferent and I realized for the millionth time the good fortune to have you next in life. I kissed you with all the passion riucii
putting out ... I heard the door close behind you and I went to bed with the usual feeling of happiness', knowing that tomorrow would come back home to start another day with me ... The phone rang

'in the room with the force of a bucket of water dropped on my head. I answered with reluctance, cursing the job I re-awakened with a start and later recalled that he had given my AVAILABILITY 'unconditional in those days.
- There 's an accident on a ******, there' need you ...
The cold floor did get out of bed, my last wish to sleep. Gobbled a coffee 'very dark and ran into the street with the speed' to which I was now accustomed.
People had already 'close to the wreckage around scattered here and there '.... I hated the curiosity 'and all those eager to enjoy a heart-rending and bleak spectacle made me nervous ...
More' in the 'ground I saw what was left of a bike, virtually indistinguishable ... but my heart, I will dwell' more 'of Usually, feeling a sense of familiarity '
... I saw his face haggard look of some health and a close colleague of mine running.
- What are you doing here? No, no ... not you! You should not send! Who's calling?
- Why '?? What do you say? - Answered my breathless voice
- Go away, go away ... ... You can not - I cry 'him with an expression I will never forget '
ever - but what the fuck you want?? Are you crazy?? What's'????
- This is ... him. Do not enter ... so spintonai
The 'strong enough to drop it. I lost my head and thought to be ready to kill him if he'd stop again .... I began to run in the direction of that body lying ... And when I got close I recognized him.
him, my love ... my reason for living, the only one who wanted to hear next to me ... the one that every morning I prepared the coffee 'on the fire, who loved me with all his heart ...
not touched it I knew I was not ... to do that ... but I kept telling him that evening I would have taken home and would remained with him to treat him ...
After an interminable time and mocking, the rescuer get up 'his eyes at me, teary eyes and an expression that I had seen dozens of times turned to other people ... The verdict was clear ...
- I'm sorry ... I ... do not ... do not have it done ... I'm sorry ... I felt the ice
fumble through my veins, my voice began 'to scream but I could not feel it, my legs could not support me, I invaded a persistent desire to throw up everything, including blood.
... ... I threw myself on him, embracing him with the feeling of forever. Love
answer, please tell me, open your eyes ... Love Look at me, I'm here, please tell me, come on, love, responding ... I do not want you go away, and I must stand together ... I love you ... please ... ... love of 'something ... please ... do not leave me alone ... love ...
His face did not move and his eyes were half closed ... I felt a terrible sense of powerlessness, of madness, the fucking thought I would repeat that I would not have more 'magazine, which would no longer' smile with me ... never more '...
not remember what' happened next, but I know I punched my colleague, that he shouted to no longer have 'item, as long as they remained on the ground' qualcuno mi prese di peso e mi mise in piedi, sostenendomi…
Non riuscii a piangere… Mi trattenni per giorni e giorni, finche’ dovetti guardarlo calare in un orribile buco di terra… E li’ tutto mi si rovescio’ addosso.
La verita’ e’ che avrei solo voluto morire… avrei fatto qualunque cosa perche’ questo capitasse… ormai ero sicura di non uscirne piu’, il dolore fu troppo forte, atroce, inimmaginabile Pensai che la mia vita fosse finita, che non mi sarei mai piu’ ripresa…
Ma oggi sono qui a raccontarlo…

Mio compagno di vita… sono qui a raccontare di te perche’ e’ solo grazie alla forza che mi hai trasmesso All those years I was able to start life anew. Only through the words that I repeat every day, to the eternal love that you gave me, your way of being and of seeing things ...
E 'was terrible ... but every day I feel your presence beside me and your hand on my shoulder ... I've supported and saved me from a gradual end that I had set ...
deserve more than 'a little space in this blog that is part of me ... but it' s just another small gesture for you, 'cause I've never forgotten and not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts ...
Now I have another life after so long ... I have another love ... but I know that you are happy questo e so che sei stato tu a scegliere lui… GRAZIE.
Grazie di avermi regalato gli anni piu’ belli della mia vita…

( Il nostro primo incontro lo trovate qui )






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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Bleach Inhalation At Home Treatment

dark angel

Io non ho in mano nessuna verita’, non so per quale motivo la vita prenda certi percorsi o sfumature… Certo e’ che non ho mai cercato di scoprirlo, perche’ e’ important to let the currents carry them without worrying about what we will find more 'forward. I never thought about the future as something of course ... in fact, did not I just never thought about it. Not only 'cause I believed to be immune to certain dangers while standoci in half, but' cause I do not like to look into the days ahead ... lose sight of what I'm experiencing.
In all this talk of hopes, dreams and goals I forgot to me ... leaving me at the mercy of the wind that was going through without me noticing ... What I
and 'always more interested in' the welfare of others. People like me would give their lives just to see the happiness' in the eyes of someone ... This is not 'bad, until' but 'does not prevent us also remember, as long as' we do not cancel bringing to the fore only the next ... I had to bang his face to see that shit, I have a ... the life I was scattering around the world and I realized that I was losing pieces of the street ...

The point '... I'm scared that for once in many years I believed that I would never achieve the other few dreams left in the drawer ... I saw your face smiling at me and I thought your "I love you" would not have more 'feel ... I looked over my shoulder seeing passions consumed and failures that have served to grow even more '... I've seen in all my mistakes with happiness,' cause if I had not made them I would not be me ... I recalled the faces of those who gave me something, who saved me, who despised me and who never wanted to share anything ...
It 's wonderful to go see the thread of life ... I had lost in the labyrinth built the time, need to see others live fully ... I find myself ...

With the most 'intimate sincerity' would like to thank four people who are part of my life, and which perhaps can not always show what you want ... A
Man, you've been waiting and your insistence you gave me breath,
to you, man, you're stuck with me as soon as possible making me feel loved,
to you, man, I've watched from above the clouds, and
you, woman, who far you managed to be close to me holding my hand with an affection that touched me ...

(forgot: February 8, my blog has taken a year ... Thanks to all ...)






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