I just think and write about you, who already 'tremble, my throat tightens and hundreds of feelings take over the unchallenging ...' irrationality 'and the desire to go back per abbracciarti forte come in quei 3759 giorni insieme.
… Fu una serata speciale, la nostra. Poco diversa dalle altre, e’ vero, ma eravamo cosi’, sempre innamorati come il primo giorno, dal primo istante in cui i nostri occhi si incrociarono…
Tutti quei sorrisi mi inebriavano e ogni parola che usciva dalla tua bocca si faceva spazio nel mio cuore per essere custodita per sempre…
Il chiarore della luna bussava alla finestra e guardandolo ci sembro’ di rivivere le notti in spiaggia, serene e piene d’amore incontaminato. Fu cosi’ anche quella sera… Ci scambiammo il sentimento piu’ forte del mondo come fosse il primo contatto, come se non avessimo mai vissuto l’amore
between us ... I looked intently into my eyes and lost in the immensity of the new 'wonderful man who gave me love more' big that there '...
The night arrival' in haste, and remember the next pit smiling at the mouth while I sussurrasti:
- I have to go back to work ... but I will take 'me with all that we are ...
Once again your poem I will not be' indifferent and I realized for the millionth time the good fortune to have you next in life. I kissed you with all the passion riucii
putting out ... I heard the door close behind you and I went to bed with the usual feeling of happiness', knowing that tomorrow would come back home to start another day with me ... The phone rang
'in the room with the force of a bucket of water dropped on my head. I answered with reluctance, cursing the job I re-awakened with a start and later recalled that he had given my AVAILABILITY 'unconditional in those days.
- There 's an accident on a ******, there' need you ...
The cold floor did get out of bed, my last wish to sleep. Gobbled a coffee 'very dark and ran into the street with the speed' to which I was now accustomed.
People had already 'close to the wreckage around scattered here and there '.... I hated the curiosity 'and all those eager to enjoy a heart-rending and bleak spectacle made me nervous ...
More' in the 'ground I saw what was left of a bike, virtually indistinguishable ... but my heart, I will dwell' more 'of Usually, feeling a sense of familiarity '
... I saw his face haggard look of some health and a close colleague of mine running.
- What are you doing here? No, no ... not you! You should not send! Who's calling?
- Why '?? What do you say? - Answered my breathless voice
- Go away, go away ... ... You can not - I cry 'him with an expression I will never forget '
ever - but what the fuck you want?? Are you crazy?? What's'????
- This is ... him. Do not enter ... so spintonai
The 'strong enough to drop it. I lost my head and thought to be ready to kill him if he'd stop again .... I began to run in the direction of that body lying ... And when I got close I recognized him.
him, my love ... my reason for living, the only one who wanted to hear next to me ... the one that every morning I prepared the coffee 'on the fire, who loved me with all his heart ...
not touched it I knew I was not ... to do that ... but I kept telling him that evening I would have taken home and would remained with him to treat him ...
After an interminable time and mocking, the rescuer get up 'his eyes at me, teary eyes and an expression that I had seen dozens of times turned to other people ... The verdict was clear ...
- I'm sorry ... I ... do not ... do not have it done ... I'm sorry ... I felt the ice
fumble through my veins, my voice began 'to scream but I could not feel it, my legs could not support me, I invaded a persistent desire to throw up everything, including blood.
... ... I threw myself on him, embracing him with the feeling of forever. Love
answer, please tell me, open your eyes ... Love Look at me, I'm here, please tell me, come on, love, responding ... I do not want you go away, and I must stand together ... I love you ... please ... ... love of 'something ... please ... do not leave me alone ... love ...
His face did not move and his eyes were half closed ... I felt a terrible sense of powerlessness, of madness, the fucking thought I would repeat that I would not have more 'magazine, which would no longer' smile with me ... never more '...
not remember what' happened next, but I know I punched my colleague, that he shouted to no longer have 'item, as long as they remained on the ground' qualcuno mi prese di peso e mi mise in piedi, sostenendomi…
Non riuscii a piangere… Mi trattenni per giorni e giorni, finche’ dovetti guardarlo calare in un orribile buco di terra… E li’ tutto mi si rovescio’ addosso.
La verita’ e’ che avrei solo voluto morire… avrei fatto qualunque cosa perche’ questo capitasse… ormai ero sicura di non uscirne piu’, il dolore fu troppo forte, atroce, inimmaginabile Pensai che la mia vita fosse finita, che non mi sarei mai piu’ ripresa…
Ma oggi sono qui a raccontarlo…
Mio compagno di vita… sono qui a raccontare di te perche’ e’ solo grazie alla forza che mi hai trasmesso All those years I was able to start life anew. Only through the words that I repeat every day, to the eternal love that you gave me, your way of being and of seeing things ...
E 'was terrible ... but every day I feel your presence beside me and your hand on my shoulder ... I've supported and saved me from a gradual end that I had set ...
deserve more than 'a little space in this blog that is part of me ... but it' s just another small gesture for you, 'cause I've never forgotten and not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts ...
Now I have another life after so long ... I have another love ... but I know that you are happy questo e so che sei stato tu a scegliere lui… GRAZIE.
… Fu una serata speciale, la nostra. Poco diversa dalle altre, e’ vero, ma eravamo cosi’, sempre innamorati come il primo giorno, dal primo istante in cui i nostri occhi si incrociarono…
Tutti quei sorrisi mi inebriavano e ogni parola che usciva dalla tua bocca si faceva spazio nel mio cuore per essere custodita per sempre…
Il chiarore della luna bussava alla finestra e guardandolo ci sembro’ di rivivere le notti in spiaggia, serene e piene d’amore incontaminato. Fu cosi’ anche quella sera… Ci scambiammo il sentimento piu’ forte del mondo come fosse il primo contatto, come se non avessimo mai vissuto l’amore
between us ... I looked intently into my eyes and lost in the immensity of the new 'wonderful man who gave me love more' big that there '...
The night arrival' in haste, and remember the next pit smiling at the mouth while I sussurrasti:
- I have to go back to work ... but I will take 'me with all that we are ...
Once again your poem I will not be' indifferent and I realized for the millionth time the good fortune to have you next in life. I kissed you with all the passion riucii
putting out ... I heard the door close behind you and I went to bed with the usual feeling of happiness', knowing that tomorrow would come back home to start another day with me ... The phone rang
'in the room with the force of a bucket of water dropped on my head. I answered with reluctance, cursing the job I re-awakened with a start and later recalled that he had given my AVAILABILITY 'unconditional in those days.
- There 's an accident on a ******, there' need you ...
The cold floor did get out of bed, my last wish to sleep. Gobbled a coffee 'very dark and ran into the street with the speed' to which I was now accustomed.
People had already 'close to the wreckage around scattered here and there '.... I hated the curiosity 'and all those eager to enjoy a heart-rending and bleak spectacle made me nervous ...
More' in the 'ground I saw what was left of a bike, virtually indistinguishable ... but my heart, I will dwell' more 'of Usually, feeling a sense of familiarity '
... I saw his face haggard look of some health and a close colleague of mine running.
- What are you doing here? No, no ... not you! You should not send! Who's calling?
- Why '?? What do you say? - Answered my breathless voice
- Go away, go away ... ... You can not - I cry 'him with an expression I will never forget '
ever - but what the fuck you want?? Are you crazy?? What's'????
- This is ... him. Do not enter ... so spintonai
The 'strong enough to drop it. I lost my head and thought to be ready to kill him if he'd stop again .... I began to run in the direction of that body lying ... And when I got close I recognized him.
him, my love ... my reason for living, the only one who wanted to hear next to me ... the one that every morning I prepared the coffee 'on the fire, who loved me with all his heart ...
not touched it I knew I was not ... to do that ... but I kept telling him that evening I would have taken home and would remained with him to treat him ...
After an interminable time and mocking, the rescuer get up 'his eyes at me, teary eyes and an expression that I had seen dozens of times turned to other people ... The verdict was clear ...
- I'm sorry ... I ... do not ... do not have it done ... I'm sorry ... I felt the ice
fumble through my veins, my voice began 'to scream but I could not feel it, my legs could not support me, I invaded a persistent desire to throw up everything, including blood.
... ... I threw myself on him, embracing him with the feeling of forever. Love
answer, please tell me, open your eyes ... Love Look at me, I'm here, please tell me, come on, love, responding ... I do not want you go away, and I must stand together ... I love you ... please ... ... love of 'something ... please ... do not leave me alone ... love ...
His face did not move and his eyes were half closed ... I felt a terrible sense of powerlessness, of madness, the fucking thought I would repeat that I would not have more 'magazine, which would no longer' smile with me ... never more '...
not remember what' happened next, but I know I punched my colleague, that he shouted to no longer have 'item, as long as they remained on the ground' qualcuno mi prese di peso e mi mise in piedi, sostenendomi…
Non riuscii a piangere… Mi trattenni per giorni e giorni, finche’ dovetti guardarlo calare in un orribile buco di terra… E li’ tutto mi si rovescio’ addosso.
La verita’ e’ che avrei solo voluto morire… avrei fatto qualunque cosa perche’ questo capitasse… ormai ero sicura di non uscirne piu’, il dolore fu troppo forte, atroce, inimmaginabile Pensai che la mia vita fosse finita, che non mi sarei mai piu’ ripresa…
Ma oggi sono qui a raccontarlo…
Mio compagno di vita… sono qui a raccontare di te perche’ e’ solo grazie alla forza che mi hai trasmesso All those years I was able to start life anew. Only through the words that I repeat every day, to the eternal love that you gave me, your way of being and of seeing things ...
E 'was terrible ... but every day I feel your presence beside me and your hand on my shoulder ... I've supported and saved me from a gradual end that I had set ...
deserve more than 'a little space in this blog that is part of me ... but it' s just another small gesture for you, 'cause I've never forgotten and not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts ...
Now I have another life after so long ... I have another love ... but I know that you are happy questo e so che sei stato tu a scegliere lui… GRAZIE.
Grazie di avermi regalato gli anni piu’ belli della mia vita…
( Il nostro primo incontro lo trovate qui )
Avion Travel – Dormi e Sogna
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